Samstag, 16. November 2013

Hold on...

When you feel you can't go on,
when you cannot find a friend,
look inside to find some comfort,
help yourself to mend.

What is it you are missing?
What is it that you need?
Can you find no inspiration,
in this world so full of greed.

There is beauty found in music,
there is warmth found in the sun,
there is love out in the world,
that can never be undone.

Though the road may crumble,
and at times just disappear,
if we just hold on,
all will become clear.

Pain is never pleasant,
but it helps us come to know,
just how strong we really are,
it helps us all to grow...

Donnerstag, 8. August 2013

Friends from the start...

I remember when I was small,
we moved to our new home.
I met you living next door,
that was as far as I could roam.
I was four and you were five,
I thought you were the cutest boy alive.
We were friends form the very start,
I think that's when you won my heart.
We played kick-ball, four square, and hide-and-seek,
when I was it I always peeked.
We climbed trees, built snow forts or just sang songs,
what ever we did we always got along.
I always looked up to you,
you always knew just what to do.
As the years passed we both grew up,
we went our separate ways.
You were always in my heart,
that is where you'll always stay.
You are one of my dearest friends,
that's what you'll be till my life ends.
Not many friendships fare that well,
or make it that many years.
We have something special,
that time or miles can never kill.
You are the big brother I never had,
the one that told me when I was bad.
You were always by my side.
No matter what I did.
How I wish for those days back,
when we were both still kids...

Freitag, 5. Juli 2013

A normal life...

Across the street from where I stand, 
A girl is dressing up for date, 
Holding hair up with her hand, 
Hoping he's a little late. 
Smiling to her own reflection, 
knowing she looks beautiful, 
Hoping for some new affection, 
Oh isn't life just wonderful. 

I'm sitting here just looking out, 
Washing off my mothers tears, 
Wishing I could be that girl, 
Without the trauma and the fears. 
But I could never quite explain, 
And ask for him to comprehend, 
Why I was never really sane, 
And why the wounds will never mend. 

Why I'm sitting here alone tonight, 
Just living through a strangers bliss, 
Through the window in the light, 
Dreaming of the things I miss. 
I wish I had a normal life, 
And not a flashing warning sign, 
To tell the world I'm not alright, 
So I could live this life of mine. 

But through the lessons of my past, 
I've grown so fragile and so scared, 
Some naivety survived inside, 
To someday trust someone that cared. 
To find someone who wouldn't mind, 
To hold me when I'm weak, 
To help me leave my fear behind, 
And find me what I seek. 

I hide in the shadow of emotion, 
Convinced that he was never true, 
And the one to plant that seed of fear, 
My father, that man was you...